Time for another bout of randomness. Oh, who are we kidding? Every day of my life seems a bit full of randomness. I can't seem to put two cohesive thoughts together. I used to. I wonder what happened?
I totally get why people go private with their blogs. I do. But I forget to read them! I forget that they are out there! If it's not in my reader, it's just kinda off my radar. So, if you have a private blog, I'm sorry if I haven't been around lately. Oh yeah, and when my computer crashed, I lost them all.
I leave in a few hours for San Diego. My husband needs laundry done first. It'll be cutting it close. We might be drying good girls and good boys by hanging them out the window as we drive down I-15. Should be good times.
Leaving the two boys home. Alone. Granted they are adults, I really have no reason to worry. It's just weird to think of them taking care of themselves. Really, what's up with that? Luka did it for 2 whole years!
I guess a Mom never stops worrying right?
Today is Bulldog's birthday. 23. This day 23 years ago, I was FREAKING OUT that I was going to have to push a baby out through my hoo-hah. My water broke at home. And then again more gushing on the steps of the hospital while Splenda was parking the car. I started to cry and an orderly came out, loaded me in a wheelchair and took me to Labor and Delivery. I was greeted with "Oh good, another one who's wet her pants" I was terrified, but determined to do it 'natural.'. I got dilated to a 3, and distinctly remember the buttons of Splenda's shirt in my face as I clutched him yelling for drugs. I'm such a wimp. I learned right then, that the next baby, I was going to call the anesthiologist on my way in and have me meet me in the room.
Since the birth of my first son, life has never been the same. And that's a good thing. It's not supposed to be. Hopefully I am a better person. Hopefully, I am a little smarter. Hopefully, I have pissed him off enough times to know that I have done my job as a Mom. Your kids should hate you once in awhile. That's how you know your doing it right.
I just realized I didn't get any pictures of us together at lunch. Crap.
I will be purchasing a Flat Daddy for Sissy, once 'dawg gets deployed.
I have great friends. That thought has been in my head a lot the last 24 hours. But really, I am surrounded by awesome people. I'm a lucky duck.
Better go change the laundry since it's T-40 minutes to departure!