I usually save the random crap for Wednesday's but today is just one of those days.
I had a great birthday and got some cool stuff and have pictures to post.
I ran the Epic relay with some FUN friends and have lots to say and pictures and videos to post. Sometime later.
The world lost a brilliant human being Saturday and my heart hurts terribly. I will likely share my feelings about him in a completely separate blog post.
For now, I will just say I love you Jason. Wish we would have had that BBQ we were working on. Should have told him I loved him more often. Interestingly, I say those words a lot. To my family and friends. On a regular basis. And yet, I still feel like I should say it more. Show it more.
I hate regrets. I need to remove the words "sometime later" from my vocabulary. How many wake up calls do I need?
My stomach is in bad shape today. In fact, all weekend it was a challenge. I faced the reality that I need to stop running for a little while.
That reality makes me cry.
Prolly more than the stomach pain.
At least sometimes more.
Going back to the GI doc next week. "feeding tube" was part of her nurse's words to me. That freaks me out.
More than a little bit. I am going to make sure that doesn't happen.
On a bright note though, me and Splenda Daddy have our flights booked for some SoCal kid time. There is a half marathon on base the weekend that we are going.
I'm not going to run it. Typing those words suck.
BUT - I do get to cheer on my son and DILove! Typing those words makes me smile!
Are you watching Breaking Bad? In the words of my friend Rob "HOLY SMOKES!"
Seriously, it's taking a dark turn, but the writing is oh so good.
Love me the Jesse Pinkman, yo.
Now, off to catch up on some New Jersey housewives. Oh how I love their bitchiness!
I love you