I am sick to my stomach. Literally.
I wish I wasn't hurt.
I wish I had trained better.
I wish I was 100% excited instead of 50% excited and 50% scared to death.
I wish there was a magic pill/wand/cream that I could put on my left shin and have it be cured.
I wish I could run an 8 minute mile - for 26.2 of them.
I wish I didn't feel so discombobulated. Overwhelmed with so much to do, and so little time to do it to be ready to load a bus at 4:00am tomorrow morning.
I wish I knew where to go to load the bus.
I wish my boys were coming with Sissy to the finish line.
I wish 'dawg could be there.
I wish I didn't feel on the verge of tears and vomiting every time the word marathon comes up.
I wish and HOPE that I don't cross the finish line like this:
(comments off - instead send me positive vibes)